All posts for the month May, 2012

Update of the Day

Published May 7, 2012 by swanielwolfambrosia2010

Hey people!  It’s been a long day and I forgot to bring my textbook today, so…..

Here is the following to do list so as to remember tomorrow:

  • Find class textbook
  • Bring class textbook to school
  • Sell class textbook to college bookstore
  • Post the monetary value on and categorize it as private
  • Visit Thelma for pillbox refill
  • Buy either one or all of the following:
  • Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins
  • Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins
  • MockingJay by Suzanne Collins
  • Twilight:  The Graphic Novel Volume One by Stephenie Meyer and Young Kim
  • Purchase Steakhouse Burger meal….or, if there’s enough….Buy 2!  😀
  • Clean my room and the rest of the house
  • Buy groceries (if money is available)
  • Start a daily reading log (As of today)
  • Have some puzzle fun on Facebook
  • Write at least 2 poems this week

Just so I know.

Until tomorrow….


♥Maverick Swaniel Genji♥


Truth Hurts……

Published May 6, 2012 by swanielwolfambrosia2010

Hey people……I am so sorry.  I just got into a fight with Grandma and I realized that compromise can really help if you just listen to your mind.  Really, just listen to the way you talk and the way you listen to your mind.  The mind and heart are better than any mouth running in person, mine especially.  I just got $45 ($25 in a check, $20 in cash) and I wanted to do something special with it for myself, but I was so…..I can’t tell you the rest of the story if I wanted to.  My chest is now hurting and I don’t know what to do with that.

I need to write some new stuff on my poetry blog on and I must know during my session with Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata…..because I need some therapy……real therapy.  But, in the meantime, during summer, though, I must get my *&! out of medicational monitoring and I’m sick and tired of myself and my bullshit and it’s killing me!   What the fuck must I do?!  What am I going to do with me?!

I cried like hell and I hope to God grandma don’t mean to say never to come back again.  Like that Lassie episode on RTV a time ago.  I keep thinking about Lassie and the way she reacted to the way Jeff talked to her when she and Domino her best horse friend were just trying to make friends.  I don’t know and I’m in serious doubt and God is not happy with me right now.  I doubt I’ll be in Heaven, and I must change while I got a life ahead of me.  I can’t do suicide and that is not an option, not even a choice.  I have a second chance in life, every second of every day, and I must take that seriously in order to change my thought frequencies and my life.

Until the next post….


♥Maverick Swaniel Genji♥

Mini Semester Almost OVA!

Published May 3, 2012 by swanielwolfambrosia2010

Hey people!  It’s been awhile since I wrote, but the good news is:

The semester is almost ova!

I think I still got a B- in my only class, Read 0309.  I will be taking the exit exam tomorrow, the test that will seal my fate.

The bad news about this is:  I threw away all the work from the reading labs and I forgot to keep them all, except one or two of them, and I doubt the professor will accept the remaining labs I did.  I hope I don’t get him in a really bad mood, which is never is, so……*whisper* Wish me luck on that one.

This morning, I got forced out of bed, and since then, I’ve been starving, trying to keep it under control with Pepsi Max, which is some but not much help in doing so.  Damn this.

I’ve been trying to blog as much as possible this mini, but to very little avail, due to the Family Springer Show at home.  But, other than that, I’m fine.

Just got my pills yesterday and I hope to follow through my natural agenda, like I promised myself this year on Jan. 1, for the rest of the year.

I have to tell you, people are making me feel shitty, but I ain’t letting that get to me.


♥Maverick Swaniel Genji♥

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